DO I HAVE TO BE SCARED?

I have always seen myself as a big boy not bothering my head on a lot of issues. Frankly speaking, that is what has kept me up to this point; close to four decades of existence in Ghana. Some oldman like that, don't you see? Today, the story is not the same as it has always been. Suddenly, I am scared of what lies ahead of me. It is something I have done over and over again. Examination! I thought I will never encounter this after a Master's Degree but education is like alcohol, those who take it claim, you need to take more to enjoy it to the fullest. Some where towards the end of my 'O' Level, I said it was enough, then 1st Degree, 2nd Degree and the system is asking for more. When the 'turkey' for more education came, I bought some forms with fears but having gone through the initial selection tests to the final test, I see light but not without some fears still. "Man for war never fear bullet" they say. I am preparing feverishly to get there so, say a prayer for me anytime you say one for yourself. Do you now see why I am no longer frequent on my blog? It also tells why this piece will be very short. Worry not. Let me go through that exercise and we will have some time together to interact, share, give away and collaborate. Do you seriously feel I should be scared? Do I have to be scared? Encourage or urge me on to be firm for this exercise. I have done it before and can do it again. Great time, enjoy it while I wander in the wilderness in search of information.